another interview

i forgot to mention that i scheduled an in-person interview on wednesday at some hotel in st. paul. build-a-bear also contacted me wondering if i could do an in-person interview and the only choices they gave me were for one of the days i'm working or on wednesday. that might frustrate me/overwhelm me doing two interviews on the same day.. so i have just responded to the hotel. i called my job coach and i'm hoping she'll give me a solution to how i should do this.. even though i'm pretty sure the build-a-bear job is like the princess diva store in the mall of america that i interviewed with and i said that crying kids and wild kids irritated me.. needless to say- i didn't get a call back from them. i guess maybe i shouldn't have been honest when doing the interview if i wanted the job? haha. i think i might have mentioned my bad temper to them also but i don't remember exactly. i'm pretty sure that's why i see a psychologist once a week also because we've went through anger management tools in the past. so i don't remember the last time i had an angry outburst ever since i've been seeing them once a week to vent to the psychologist about what goes on with me ever since i moved to this apartment (for at least a year now..). i don't honestly ever see myself harming a kid and i've dealt with A LOT of different kids. i'm not sure why the hell i ever wanted to be a child psychologist when i was 16. probably because i just seen how psychology interested me and i assumed dealing with children would be easier? i don't remember my crazy thinking.